poem

i love you
i really really do
but theres just one problem
i cant be with you




you have rep
for not being a good man
not being trust worthy
not being there




but im stuck to you
just like glue
even if your not a good man
ill still that glue




i know you love me
you even told me you did
but you said that you changed
and i hope you really did





so ill give you a chance
maybe not very soon
but one day ill give you that chance
and maybe ill be that glue again <3












(no this was not bout my ex bf!!!!)

sad poem

this poem is kinda sad so if u dont wanna be sad dont read it lol


right now there is lonelyness
right now there is emptyness
and right now there is sadness



you did something stupid
and now your gone


i dont know why you did it
but i do know
that yourgone
and i miss you



there is a emptyness in my chest
just like a blackhole



now you feel stupid
and you should
because you love me
and now your gone



i have no more feelings
because you took them with you when you left




so now im done
i love you
but now your gone




and i miss you.......

poems

i will post 2 new poems 2morrow maybe 3 depends if i write a new 1 haha but i have 1 that i tihnk is REALLY good and another 1 that is like reall short but good

cheesy love poem

hey its a poem surprise surprise and im sure you will figure out who im think about




when you hold my hand
i fell your love
i know your heart is all mushy and gushy
just like mine <3




you make me laugh
at stupid things
you make you smile
with just being there





if i give you my heart
do you promise not to break it?




i love you the way you are
even if everyone else doesnt
but i dont really give a crap
because i love you

life.....its weird

chapter 8!!!





well today was like any other day.... ok im lieing it was a AWESOME day!!! JD wasnt there witch just made my day complitliy(sp?) and in lunch today i held hands with my bf!!! yes i know very chessey with abunch of gushyness on top but i really like him so im sorry lol but yea i got up late lol got tp school late of course but watever anna has been well ok i guess she is still a butt head lol but VERY annoying!!! i just got back from a VERY( dont you love all the VERYS i put?) long walk and i think im gonna die no i lied i did like 60 sit ups today(yes 60 my mom counted) and i almost died then lol! but yea i have nothin exciting to report.....

life.... its weird

chapter 7!!!



well today was ok for me but for kel well..... its wasnt to great JD is always getting mad at her! and im her best friend so she ALWAYS tells me whats going on (witch i like) so i guess that JD was mad at her because she wouldnt let him touch her in some spots!!! really are you really that much of a pervert!!!!!!!! i just wanted to smack him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
hard!!! and you can see how much i wanted to by how many O's i put in my so and then he tells kel that she needs to keep her mouth shut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why dont you shut up you little ***** ok im sorry im done now.......!!!!!!!!!!!! i know its none of my buissness but do you really need to be like that!?!?!?!



so yeah anna my weird little sister has a new favorite word and it is a VERY bad word its a** lol

life.... its weird

well i guess this is chapter 6!!





today was well boring i get up dad takes forever in the bathroom(dont ask me why) so my hair looked like total crap.... get on the bus well that was ok haha and then i get to school :[ i really wish i could jut sleep all day but i got to school and JD and his butt face self started messing with me (of course) i dont really know why its always me but whatever he needs a life i really dont know what kel sees in him but oh well she can have him. JD for some reason likes to call me fat witch i think it SOOOOOO not true im not saying im the skinniest in the world but come on i mean really do you think we think its funny cause we girl dont think its funny. with that being said that takes me to my boyfriend<3 he doesnt care what i look like thats why i love him and he isnt a buttface like JD witch i really like haha<3



well in social studeis mrs. davis the most evil teacher in the world( she is worse then my math teacher) she is soooooooooooooooo mean i sit with this real funny guy and he makes me laugh so hard sometimes and mrs.davis yells at me why you you yell at me!!!! yell at the dude i sit with!!!! i cant help laughing he is funny as crap and she yells at me!!! she is so annoying!











so yea thats more then before so be happy!!!!

life.... its weird

yea yea i know i havent updated in a LONG time well im sorry im kinda working on my grades i dont have time all the time for this but anyway here is more of wat u love!!!!

I FORGOT WAT CHAPTER!!!!......







so yea i havent wrote in a long time well i have a crap load to tell u!!!! well first i gave up on JD but i think i told you that! so now im going out with someone else his name is jeremy and yes my evil teacher who i love knows about it well so does everyone else haha! but thats ok with me cause i like him and thats all that matters!!









yea i know short but thats all i can think of!!!!!! IM SOOOOOO SORRY!!! LOL :]

fairy tales

this is a poem i wrote about fairy tales





cinderella had magic sleepers
bella fell in love with a beast
jasmine was a princess
areial was a mermaid



they all had one thing in common
they were all fake
its all fake



fairy tales dont happen
your prince doesnt just magiclly apper
fairy godmothers dont grant your wishes
and you cant sleep for years



in the real world none of this happens
we all wish it could
but sadly it doesnt




we all want to find our prince charming
but he doesnt come unless you fight for him
and you wont fall in love with a beast
because if you did he would probably eat you




so you can think fairy tales come true
you can think prince charming will just apper
and you can even fall in love with a beast
but fairy tales dont happen.....

yet again another poem 2 adam lambert!

ok this poem im am hoping is a little less chesseyer then that last 1 so yall gotta tell me if it still chessy or not l0l




yeah people hate you
they think your kinda out there
they think your odd
they think your just plain weird



i dont hate you
i dont think your out there
i really dont think your odd
and i diffently dont think your weird



i think your amazing
so do my friends
we love your music
we love you



your a diva
but in a good way
i love that you wear make-up
i love that you dont care




so yeah some people may hate you
some people might think your out there
they really think your odd
or just plain weird



but we love you
and that is all that matters
forget the haters
they dont know what there missing





i thought that was alittle bit less chessy but i wanna know wat u guys think!

life.... its weird

chapter 4!!








well in english we got new seats and kel is on the other side of the room and well i sit with.....JD!!!! :] it makes me sooooo happy lol and he makes me laugh so hard that i cry haha!! but yeah he doesnt like it to much because you know kel is way on the other side of the room but haha i love







today my little cousions are over ashley is the oldset shes 9 taylor she is 3 and joshephine alivia witch is olny 2 weeks old!! so yeah josie is so cute i want her haha!\










so yeah anna re-named her bike again today it is rosebud(from the movie snow buddies) and she loves that name i really dont understand why





























k i know that was short but yeah anyway like i said most of this is rel but some if fake so u deciede(sp?)

adam lambert

as most of you know i LOVE adam lambert well here is a poem i wrote to him i know he will probably never see it but ya know watever lol so here it is

adam lambert

i love you
alot of people do


you sing like a angel
and you look like a angel

we want you
but you wont come

we wait for you to come to NC
but you havent come yet


your voice sings to my heart
my heart beats for you


your looks kill me
but they made me fall in love


with you








yeah yeah i know what your thinking CHESSEY but i like it lol

people

this is a poem i like that i wrote so yea





there are people in this world
that are not quite right
they do things
that they should not do





they do weed
they do crack
they do it for no reason
and they wined up dead


people murder other people
sometimes for no reason
they do nasty things to kill them
and we don't understand why


girls have baby's at 16
and the dad walks out on the girl
and the girl is left alone
with her new born baby




the world is dieing and no one cares
some people try to help
but it doesnt do a thing
people need to realize what is happening





people need to do something
but we dont know what to do
we wish we could help
but we can't


because we are people
and we can only do so much

life.... its weird

chapter 3!!




so yeah i hate waking up it is really one of those things that you just cant stand but you have to do, well i get up do my hair get dressed eat something get on bus everyday! im really tired of it but i have no choice. Today it was a normal day at school boring and more boring, eniglish fun though because of mrs.hippie! she is super super amazing! she made my nickname popcorn because everything i think comes out of my mouth at random times...wicth is true.At the end of the day my friend katy was crying and i still have clue why.




When i got home my mom was like "hey why don't you do any sports anymore" (as you may not know im new at my school this year so i dont know alot of people so thats why) and im like "mom i just dont feel like it i am new ya know" and she says " well thats not reason not to do anything!" theni just walked away she doesnt understand my dad does so i went to talk to him.
so my dad says "bella you need to do some sort of sport or you well get as fat as a house" and im like "dad im new tis year you know how it is you have been to new schools before" and he says "yeah that is true it does suck the first year" and im like "thank you now go tell mom that!"


anna was riding her "bike" today she loves that bike and she names it a new name everyday. one day its bikey the next day its buddy ans everytime i call it the name he had it yesterday she gets mad at me! and im like "anna its a bike it doent have a name and it doesnt talk to you" and she says "yes it does! wheely(thats the name today) is my best friend and he talk to me all the time" so then i just gave up because there is no way to tell her that it is not real.






i will let you know that not all this is true i mean im just writing stuff i mean alot of it is real like my sister have a bike as a best friend so yeah just wanted to let you know!





more to come!!

life.... its weird

chapter 2!



today in social studies we got new seats....i HATE them i really do i sit all alone it makes me sad. kel sits with this one dude his name is garrett and JD is in front of her and garrett keeps flirting with kel and kel and JD are really mad i dont really know why kel is mad i mean a guy was flirting with her i would be happy haha! i guess when you have a boyfriend already its a insalt? im not sure haha! so yeah anyway there all mad and im like "kel its just flirting i mean calm down i would have thought you would take that as a complement(sp?)" and she says "well bella you know i already the best boyfriend in the world and it makes JD super duper mad" (i rolled my eye because of the "best boyfriend in the world" part) i said "well kel theres no need to get that upset about it!"



i get off the bus at my aunts house and she just had a baby afew days ago and her name is josiephine aliva and i just love her name its so pretty so yeah i am holding her and she starts getting hic-ups and it is so cute to see her do that!!



it snowed.....i HATE snow.......BUT the upside is that i might not have to go to school tomorrow and that makes me happy because the less days of school the better! oh and today this girl her name is mary she was being all mean to me for no reason becaus eme and kel where looking at this book with dresses and all the ugly ones she was like "jordan would wear that" "jordan would wear that" and im like why are you being so mean to me and was was like "well i heard you where calling me a bitch yesterday"and im like "uhh no i wasint i dont ever talk to you anyway sowhy would i" and that was the end of you talk because she was getting on my nerves!




more in afew days!!

life.... its weird

chapter 1


life..... its weird, its hard,and sometimes it makes no sence.


my name is bella rose, im 13 years old and my life is very weird. i have a 4 year old sister named anna, she is very odd in someways, she talks to her bike like its her bestfriend. i have a mom and dad like any other normal kid my mom's name is kristy and my dad's name is randy (but eveyone calls him chip i don't know why). I have two best friend's named kel and christina and there awesome.

I go to school like any other 13 year old girl i have teachers. my english teacher is mrs.hippie(thats right hippie)she is my favorite teacher she is so funny, and there is also the evil math teacher mrs.rock. Boy was evil she would give you bad grades for no reason, if you get on thing wrong on your multiplying you got a F on your paper!. We all hated her so much no one liked her she tryed to be nice to us and tryed to make friends but we all hated her.My best friends are awesome i love them they are my buddys if i didnt have them i have no clue where i would be.



Today at school we got out early because of snow i thought we could have stayed but hey it was math class any other kid would have loved to get out of school in the middle of class.In lunch my best friend kel was sitting there talking about her boyfriend JD (witch i LOVE i am so jelous of her JD is a awesome guy!) and she was like "me and JD are going to the movies" and i was like "kel we are like 13 i mean really" and she was like "aww your just jelous i have a BF and you don't" and she was right i was i mean everyone has a boyfreind but me. In social studies my frind kaity gave me a note and it said " hey bella rose i heard you like JD" and i wrote back saying "NO!! i do not like him....who told you that?" she said " everyone is talking about it and kel is really mad at you!" and i said "oh no! ok kaity listen i do like him but i swear if you tell anyone i will KILL you!" and she said "ok fine".








i will write more but anna is attacking me right now bye!!

love(poem)

love




i love you
but you dont love me


when you smile
you make me smile


when you look my way
my heart beats faster


your voice is beatiful
mine is not



when you talk to me
my heart skips a beat



that one day when you ask me that question ive been waiting for
i said yes and we loved each other forever